What have you done to me?

What is this inside me?

I search for the answer but all I’m finding is me

Craving your voice, vying for your touch.

Lingering, reveling in thoughts of us.

Will this feeling remain or is it just the space between?

My heart whispers your name

destroying my resistance.

Craving your voice, vying for your touch.

Lingering, reveling in thoughts of us…

I try to write but all that comes are broken lyrics I have not the melody for.

I await your music to wash away the silence so my heart can sing again.

I wonder though, do you know the depth of my love?

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I’ve breathed you in deeply, almost too deeply

and now I must resist the urge to side step

the carefully constructed line between.

Intensely pacing at the edge

Fingering the short distance…

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Pushed to the edge of my sexual experimentation
I find myself craving the uncharted territory of your milky white skin
Call me obsessed
Call me bored
Call me whatever you’d like
It wouldn’t change the curiosity in my mind
that overcomes me every time I touch her wanting you instead.
Your hips writhing against mine
Your breasts in my mouth
Its not right, I can feel it
and yet its your essence that comes to me in my state of arousal.
It’s you I want against my fingertips.
It’s you I want lingering on my lips.
It’s you I wait for.
For the moment you say yes…
For the moment you release all that is keeping you from fully desiring me…
For the moment you give in…
For the moment I can give in
and meet you fantasy for fantasy
completely surrendering
wanting no one else but you…

(From the archives of Natty B’s mind)

Silence flows in and around me soothing my tired mind
Thoughts of you float into my awareness
They swim languidly, effortlessly
Gently stirring my senses
My breath breathing me softly
As for a moment, I ponder what it would be like to run my fingertips
From your lips to the tips of your toes
Memorizing every inch in between
Taking generous sips of you with adoring eyes
Reveling at the phenomenal creation that you are
Retracing you again by blind touch alone
Bathing in the softness of your energy
Breathing you in
Coursing you through my veins
Breathing you out
Then breathing you in again, and again, and again…